I cried for the first time since I've lived in Spokane. It felt good, except Josh kept asking me what was wrong and all I wanted to do was be by myself and cry in peace.
I'm not really the crying type, sure I cry during movies or spiritual moments, but usually I bottle everything up and then I eventually explode with emotion at the weirdest, most unexpected times... Also, I hate it when Josh to sees me crying. I'm not sure why, I just hate the thought of it.
Since the move, I havent really felt like myself. It could be that everything is unfamiliar. But usually I like a change of atmosphere. Anyway, I'm unmotivated, tiered (well that could just be an imbalance in my body that I really need to get check out) and I really feel like I'm lacking in my common sense and social skills.
The thing is I know what I need to do. Sometimes I wish I could play the "ignorance" card.
4 comments:
Prego!?!? Even if you aren't a good healthy cry is sometimes just what you need. But It's also hard to be away from family and friends. You'll be fine...you guys are awesome!
Come up to my parents house next week and let Lucy play with Collin. A nice chat with Molly and I will help :)
What you're feeling is totally normal. Ask wayne, I had moments like that in st george ALL THE TIME! Being in new places are always hard
I am sorry. That is hard. Don't take this the wrong way but I am so jealous of all the time you have to do crafts. I am happy if I get my laundry done each day. 4 kids are so much harder than I thought. I guess nobodies life is what we think it is all the time. Keep positive and just think you'll be here real soon to visit.
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